all i wanna do

wow... i took a day off of this... not on purpose

so now i feel behind so here's what i would have writen yesterday!

today i came back home because i had a doctor appointment... no bueno! but the good thing about it was that i decided to stay the night at mi casa. anna n i kind of got into a little bit of a fight... it was a miscomunication...yet again and we just decided to do our own thing with the plans we made. needless to say she's hanging out with other ppl and i MIGHT be going to rockford with brooke, manda and leslie.

anywho... i went to a movie with austin tonight! yeah we're ok... we kinda got into i fight on the way to dubuque but we *like always* got over it within 10 minutes. he always knows when i'm pissed at him and has this way of makin me not upset anymore. so we were drivin thru taco bell after a pretty cool mummy movie and we were laughing at the fact that austin said he felt fat cuz he got an xtra large mountain dew, when i realized that he has the most beautiful smile i have ever seen! that mixed with those baby blue eyes! i could have started drolling right there n then! lol but too bad we're just "buddies".... that's our thing. we call each other buddy. i think i do that to remind myself that we're just buddies....not anything more....ever *and he's made that perfectly clear!* i just wish other ppl would know that because too many ppl have said that we're gunna get married some day! THIS IS NUTS PEOPLE AND IT HAS TO STOP! we're not gettin married! how could "buddies" get married?

i have an interview for banker's health and casualty insureance on wednesday.... i gotta firgure out where it is.... o the joys of liveing in a city with more street names then ppl you graduated with!

please comment!

PEACE!